I cannot seem to stop fighting with X. He and I are constantly at loggerheads. Why?
Why do you not just stop such childish behaviour! Are you wanting to learn from him, or are you merely trying to prove a point? Resisting taking X's lead only confuses the issue for both of you and serves no real purpose. Rather look at WHY you are resisting. In addition, you are also talking past each other and not really listening to each other. You and X, like everybody else in the forums, are still trying to find your feet upon the Warrior's Path, so don't continuously try to jump the gun in wanting to believe that you have already arrived! Arrived where?! We are ALL forever learning!