With respect to your latest email to us all in which you state that you are a woman with a "strong clear mind" I feel I should point something out to you.
Your MIND; no matter how broad, no matter how strong or clear, will get you absolutely NOWHERE! In fact, such a mind will ensure you remain alienated from LIFE and from being true to your GENDER! You are NOT Mother Superior, but should be striving to be a true female. A WOMAN with a "strong clear mind" does not have too much in common with the true female!
Unless you open your HEART and allow it to direct your MIND, perhaps it is time to consider whether The Path with a Heart is where you want to be.
With warm regards,