Théun, I know that even warriors have to release the pressure, but sometimes when you share with us I just see self-pity in you, like for example, when you shared how you had nearly died after the last retreat!
LOL! Self-pity, eh? In what way did I display self-pity after the last retreat? Do you have any idea why I took the actions I did take? But just because I did not disclose my MOTIVE for taking those actions, since quite frankly, it is NONE of YOUR business, you choose to see it as self-pity!