Théun, I am no longer going to defend myself in your eyes or the eyes of this group, because I realise now that it is only my self-importance that makes me defensive. Furthermore, your teachings hold much heart for me, but if you still feel that I am not cut out to be a warrior, or even a true male for that matter, then I will gladly go if YOU say I must! However, whilst we are still together may I take this opportunity to ask you what is the Toltec perspective on meridians, acupoints and chi?
Your self-pity makes me want to throw up! Get LOST! Acupoints, meridians and all the REST!