I've heard the words, now show me the doing! Remember that there is NO-WHERE to go and NO-THING to learn. Everything has always been, always is, and always will be. All you need to do is OPEN yourself to life! In this respect you will not escape the fact that you are a consequence of your past, and everything on the island of your tonal will be there until you die. It is your task in this life to rearrange what you find on the island of your tonal into a proper tonal. Acknowledge who and what you are and get working.