Male, the, known from Warriors' Experience


  • Male, the, known
  • Female, the, unknown
  • Mother's Awareness

Question:

Théun, thank you for your warm welcome and you helpful reference to Mother's Awareness (MA, like my initials). I have tried to make sense of it by reading all the documents referring to it. To be honest, I am struggling and I would like to check my understanding with you.

I have understood MA to be a selective awareness that endeavours to keep the assembly point on its current position and restrict our ability to feel our way. Its characteristics are: hopelessness (this is what it is, accept it, there is no way out); fear (don't move or you die); bad-faith (whatever you say I am right and you are wrong); proselytism (I will try to convince everybody of my point of view and I will crush anybody who does not think like me).

When somebody speaks from that perspective (including I to myself), there is a sense of a sticky veil cast over the mind to restrict its agility and a refusal to engage. The main decision biases attached to it are the confirmation bias (I only see what confirms my views) and the anchoring bias (let's see how far I can tolerate a variance to my initial position).

Is it how I should understand it?

I am not sure I understand why it is called Mother's Awareness, though - I have seen a lot of this in both men and women. Even strong male leaders do it. Or is it called MA because it is the UNKNOWN that does not want to be KNOWN. While the FEMALE is the UNKNOWN that collaborates with the MALE to be KNOWN.

If my understanding is correct, I am not that keen to be called MA (or Mother Awareness) in TL. I like my name better. LOL

I just did the numeroscope of my name and I found that the Soul Urge of my first name is 22. (the Soul Urge of my middle names is 11 and the Soul Urge of my surname is 15+3). Total is (15+4) = 1. It made me almost cry of sadness of having reached the age of 47 and having achieved nothing of what I committed to achieve in this incarnation despite great potentials and mostly because I have succumbed to 15 - darkness and sense of defeat (this is actually what is coming out of my recapitulation as well) Is this my Mother Awareness in action?. I also feel a great sense of anger for having wasted all these years.

So much to do, so little time. I am unsure about the right approach, considering how little power I have.

Any guidance you would provide would be greatly appreciated.

Answer:

"I have understood MA to be a selective awareness that endeavours to keep the assembly point on its current position and restrict our ability to feel our way. Its characteristics are: hopelessness (this is what it is, accept it, there is no way out); fear (don't move or you die); bad-faith (whatever you say I am right and you are wrong); proselytism (I will try to convince everybody of my point of view and I will crush anybody who does not think like me)................When somebody speaks from that perspective (including I to myself), there is a sense of a sticky veil cast over the mind to restrict its agility and a refusal to engage. The main decision biases attached to it are the confirmation bias (I only see what confirms my views) and the anchoring bias (let's see how far I can tolerate a variance to my initial position). "

Your understanding of Mother's Awareness is correct. It is that type of awareness which is based upon the awareness that tends towards PRESERVATION of all that is. Preservation per se is NOT bad, but on the contrary very excellent! BUT.......the problem comes in when MA is being used to dominate, manipulate and control others so as to fit that one view of the world, and this at the expense of the natural evolution of awareness and of life. So it is NOT that MA is bad as such, but rather is it a matter of what we DO with MA, for this then determines whether our actions are life-supportive or life-destructive! Unfortunately careless apprentices always jump to the erroneous conclusion that MA is bad, but this is simply NOT true!

"I am not sure I understand why it is called Mother's Awareness......."

It is called Mother's Awareness because this is how the evolution of awareness is proceeding within the sphere of the current Great Manifestations. But you know, you SHOULD be reading all of this in the books, you very NAUGHTY man! But anyway, briefly, and then you can read more by yourself, there are currently THREE levels of awareness that are being evolved, namely, Mother's Awareness, Male Awareness and Female Awareness. Mother's Awareness, which as I said, is the awareness surrounding preservation in all of its myriads of forms, was developed in the previous Great Manifestation. In this Great Manifestation we are trying, although as of yet not very successfully so, to evolve the Male Awareness. In the next Great Manifestation we will be focusing on the Female Awareness. I say focusing because life does not operate in fixed little boxes. Instead ALL periods and levels of evolution overlap one another. So in this Great Manifestation we are still trying to perfect MA, even though it was already fully developed in the previous Great Manifestation, and at the same time also starting to develop the Female Awareness whilst working on the Male Awareness.

".......I have seen a lot of this in both men and women. "

Yes. You are right. Both males and females have MA, just as they have both male and female awareness. And in fact, some of the biggest Mothers you can find are men who are SO stuck in their ways that they should really just be culled for the sake of humanity's survival, for they are NEVER in a thousand years going to become males, let alone let go of their MA towards stagnation, death and decay! LOL!

"I like my name better. LOL "

Good! :) It is a very beautiful name anyway, and so why spoil it by abbreviating it?

"Is this my Mother Awareness in action?. "

Yes.

"I also feel a great sense of anger for having wasted all these years. "

LOL! Well then maybe you should give the Mother in you a jolly good beating, eh? <ebwg>

"So much to do, so little time. I am unsure about the right approach, considering how little power I have. "

Oh dear! Now you have swung from MA to the complete opposite pole of the helpless female wringing her hands in despair! RATFL! Come now, my friend, are you a male, or are you a helpless woman? If you are not too sure I can always send a few of the Westerly females around here to check out what is between your legs. <ebwg>

With much warmth and laughter,
Théun